( though, for makoto, the joy he feels at seeing another in pain is lessened substantially when he's not the one directly causing it. there's something very particular in that intimacy of authorship...
he also still has a weird hang-up on wanting it to be at least moderately consensual, as well. even if they were a truly bad person, he thinks he'd feel guilty if not... it's not like he's a good person, after all. )
I'm not sure my body metabolizes things the same as a human one, so it might not be as accurate for certain tests as you might want.
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( though, for makoto, the joy he feels at seeing another in pain is lessened substantially when he's not the one directly causing it. there's something very particular in that intimacy of authorship...
he also still has a weird hang-up on wanting it to be at least moderately consensual, as well. even if they were a truly bad person, he thinks he'd feel guilty if not... it's not like he's a good person, after all. )
I'm not sure my body metabolizes things the same as a human one, so it might not be as accurate for certain tests as you might want.